hello!!
today very bad mood..
i encounted something that afrects my mood and that is "bullying it"
well.. last time, when i was in sec 1 and 2, i was extremely quiet so ppl like to bully me. (they happy happy bully me) but at that time, so i think they see me quiet quiet so bully me then i think if i'm willing to talk freely then they will not bully me but I doesn't know how to talk freely.. so bullying days go on until i entered ptc, there were many friends who is like encourage me to communicate and talk so these few months, i began to talk abit freely ler.. but then today, the same old thing repeated themselves, so i decided that it doesn't even matters whether i got talk anot, i'll still get "bullied" somemore last time(before i entered ptc) i have "a good friend"who always help and stays by my side but ever since she and i entered ptc, everything went upside down !! she and me the friendship started to drift away !! but nvm ar, since she wants it this way, then let her be then!! so this year really ish a unhappy year for me while its happy for the rest.. because there are more unhappy events awaits for me.. "how i wish to lost all my memory then refresh a new life " but i dun think that come true.. maybe nobody knows that " i like to keep all the unhappy events to myself and i tell those happy events to my friends !! so today i being "dao".. hopes nobody get irritated by my attitute.." because i rather type it out in my computer then saying all those unhappy things out because at that time, when you all are asking me wad happen to me that time, tears are piling up to my eyes so if i really talk abt my unhappy problems, i'll for sure cry de ZzZ so "sorry abt that" h0pe u all understand T.T
_HappiNesS.. leting go.._
