helllo!!
sianZ.. today nth to do orh !!
lol today i wake up then bathe..
then open com..
then play com orh !! lol
then my dad go out
then i continue [playing com then my sis do homework.. i playing sudoku lol !!
then my bro dunwan do hw.. then he wanted to play com then my maid dun allow then he cry.. ZzZ
noisy man !! then he cry whole day.. then i go take ice-cream to eat.. he finally stop then because he havent do hw.. my maid dun let him eat lol !! then my sis and i happily eating then my bro started crying again.. noisy seh !!! then i go take "wang wang xue bing" to eat heh!! yum yum lol finally my dad come back.. my bro dunno cry like wad sia.. ZZz.. then from here..
i was thinking abt my "past life" i wondered wad was the thing that changed me.. i heard my dad said.. before my sis and bro were born, i was very good de then aft my sis was born.. i began to bully them.. lol.. i then wondered izzit "jealousy" ? because before my siblings were born, my parents gave me everything, then after they were born. i think my parents somehow shared the things that they bought ! lol.. but i realised aft entering "ptc" i began to "not bully" them ler.. Why izzit so ?? "can somebody tell me ? " Wad cause the change in me.. i also remembered before pri 4, i was a talkative person !! lol diao then slowly i began quieter !! then aft entering "ptc" i began to talk more but not as "lively and talkative" as in my chiidhood days before primary 4.. HaiZ.. i want to find back my true self !!! hmm.. as for my friends.. I promised i'll not be so dao !! cause it takes time to heal a wound !!.. as for "jas wang" i'm sorry i cant talk to you coz.. its a phobia "xin li zhang ai" ( hope u understand wad thats mean ^^) friday, i did tried to talk to you but..(diao i dunnoe how to explain) ish like my heart ish really willing to talk to u but my brain ish not.. it wont let my mouth open to talk to u " ( diao.. i hope u understand that) so I'm sorry abt that !! Well. hope monday, my brain ish not as sturbbon as friday ^^
hahas.. well.. isn't that a ridicules blog ? lol i jus need to write it down.. i cant always bottled up my feelings and not to let it out.. if like this.. i sure will explode one day =( well. as you all noe, i cant talk abt my "problems" to friends face to face !! i can onli type it in my blog or in msn !! okays ler.. i think i had enough of rubbish.. i'll stop here !! byE
_HappiNesS.. leting go.._
