Tuesday, January 23, 2007
hi..
today nth ar..
aft sch go ws popular with jiancai,jasmine w,jasmine L,alex,benedict(go halfway onli) and shahaniz.. we go there dunno do wad also then we go tampines there buy my food, then go ptc.. i go ptc.. i talk also nobody care also.. i talk.. ppl treat me invisible..might as well dun talk better then later is tuttion. tuttion the teacher explain too extremely specific ler lo.. i listen also can go blur.. then after that is guitar.. okok ar.. nth much, nth to talk ler then jas told me her keys lost then we go back and see again, then found it in the grass.. but before, that, after we ended our guitar lessons, ppl also getting ready to go home, then jas L say i not sitting with jieqi ler, ish shahaniz sitting with jieqi, i that time jus like got a depression..
(ish not that i like jieqi la or watsoever la.. jus that, today we sit together having fun time then suddenely must separate.. ish like wtf lor !! i think i should not be so close to anyone else.. coz if i get closer to him/her, i'll tend to rely her then if one day must separated.. i really can't take the pain !! coz i got it b4 !! i dun wanna the history to repeat itself again!! even dun hav jieqi, i still got jas but can't !! she for sure talk with bernie and kelvin there all and forgot all abt "me" but if jieqi ish not the same, he at least will talk to jiancai,alex there all, at least he talk to ppl, those things i understand, but jas talk to kelvin,bernie there all, i really dun understand wad they talking one bit !! how wish i can pontang sch tml !! i jus wan a place that is quiet and breezing weather.. then that time, i can calmly think wads happening around me ? haiZ.. i wish i can pontang tml too !!") then aft this.. jas found her keys on the path of grass, then i think or nv think, i walked away silently, also listening to my mp3.. ish jus a quiet world onli my music and i !! haiZ.. i saw the "let it shine" the niki.. haiZ.. she also "i wu hua ke shuo" jus wish i dun be like this. Then maybe i wont be blogging for no reason if i have a big problem, then maybe i'll blog ba ^^ so cya till then
_HappiNesS.. leting go.._
