Monday, February 12, 2007
hello!!
hehehs lol..
these few days happen quite alot of things..
but i'll h0pe it end !!
today read his blog ler..
i think i and him is like a parallel lines that nv meets.. and it'll going to be this forever.. =[ i dun think i and him wanted it to happen.. as u noe.. heaven likes to fool ppl like nobody business.. =[
so i'll jus have to accept this fact!
Now.. I must be independent ler..
i must learn how to take care of myself le..
and must overcome obstacles alone ler..
jus to think my life without him.. my hearts really break..
i nv even thought i have this day..
i thought i and him will be friends until each of us found our own happiness! =(
but it came out that its jus a wishful thinking of both of us.. =(
but once i'm thinking abt this.. my heart really is in pain!!
wish someone would heal fer me !!
i felt that i'm like a person with no heart ler..
and i now, i dun even think i liked "the person i like" le..
now i onli feel like accomplishing my musics lesson including jap drums,piano and guitar!
k la.. dun talk abt him le.. Just now, i asked yiihui to help me find t0nghuA piano scores.. she found it!!!! yayas !! soo happy !! i also wish i could played it like a professional does.!! hahas.. i dun think it happens too.. lol.. my piano is onli in grade 2 then i quit ler.. somemore i learning those piano songs is for grade 6 and above de lol!!!
hahas.. but i still wish to learn the whole song!! it makes me happy too.. i feel that is a very contented feeling of me when i success in playing a song!! coz last time i failed.. last time i'm like dun have any feelings(so far i rmb de) now i like got abit ler.. began to enjoy the presence of the music.. and it gives me happiness too..!! wish i grow up.. i would have a music career!! hahas.. dunno thats possible anot.. hehes... heheh.. dunno wad to write ler.. so i'll jus stop here ba..!! bYe =p
_HappiNesS.. leting go.._